Tuesday, November 23, 2010

Does Colour Shampoo Works

A pigeon feather falls

In memory of Bohumil Hrabal

Now that plowing under the wind in a burst of sunset, watch the bottle caps with the emblem of Pilsner beer embedded in the pavement and I recall the evening in the Tigre de Oro, or almost every night for more years than I can count, and the more I fall, I imagine more eyes, like stars or bottle caps too, Maruja , who kissed me in the dark corridor of the train, and whose soft, moist body hit but did not recognize me or his voice or anything, I even remember thinking that she was confused, and I thought it was a resounding lack of courtesy disappoint saying that perhaps it was not my lips that looked really, though my lips were to be delivered with all the candor of his maturity, but when the electricity came back and looked at her and she looked at me there was surprise in his eyes, rather win and impertinence of which I gathered that, like pigeons, had been stalking me, and when we left the train I went with her and I thought people should not live ever a floor number five, because she lived in that apartment, just like me and the hospital room, where the feathered creatures alight all day and steal the little quiet makes them less to other nursing and now open the hand and the crumbs escape me and unlike me, are going up, and I can still see the bottle caps and eyes and I remember that was not why I looked out the window.

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Friday, November 19, 2010

How Much Space Is Reason

a son of the Goddess

This text I have come to the heart. ... I hope are abundant warriors


Apologies to the Divine Feminine (a warrior in transition) ~ Jeff Brown


I apologize for my inability to distinguish the benevolent warrior warrior without a heart, a reflection of my own confusion to the debate with the battles of the past . When I opened my heart too, was vulnerable to attack in several ways. He was accustomed to believe that he had to remain rigid, focused, prepared for any eventuality, with the desire to protect myself and others in an attack. But I was far away, locked myself too and eradicate the bridge between our hearts. Now I realize it and repent. I apologize

by my eternal absence, a reflection of my own absence, my inability to connect because I had a heart full of unresolved emotions, not having the tools to work with them. I still have many of these, but I'm willing to use them when they arise.

I apologize for not knowing the difference between a relationship and a war. As a warrior in enemy territory, I came into your life and left her at night, looting and taking what he needed, and then crawled back across the chasm with the loot. I did not give much in return for fear of being vulnerable to attack. War had on the brain and could not see the river of love waiting in other side of the battle. Now I know that love is the antidote to the armed warrior, but could not drink the antidote in the state where I was confused.

I apologize for not having seen it, my eyes were blinded by hidden anger and unshed tears. If this is any consolation, and I guess not, could not see myself. Just see what I fed my oversight, my focus warrior. My mirror was the battlefield.

I apologize for my materialism without connection to the earth, my tyrannical power forward, my obsession with accumulation. Somehow, I imagined that I would protect me accumulate and my loved ones, but fails to recognize that this only perpetuates the madness. Also I apologize for the abuses of my ego, a reflection of my own ego wrong, arrogant, to interact with a world inherently competitive. I could not distinguish the healthy ego, self-confident, ego sick. I went too far in the wrong direction.

I apologize for a sexual disconnected from the heart that made you an object. I know you are seeking true intimacy, a fusion of our souls through the heart-genital way. But there were too many defenses around my heart, without a bridge that connects our souls. There were times your ways of loving me freed from my body masks, but there was a scheme to be in that fire the heart. I feel bad about all this because I know the road that you missed was the way to God.

I apologize for my horrendous acts of violence, a reflection of my own hidden anger, my inability to distinguish between real enemies and friends. Words can not erase what I did in those moments of madness. I know, I know. Hide my head in shame, but that does not make things better. I need my own misdeeds, and then find a way to believe in my ability to act in a more loving. I call on other Warriors men to take responsibility for the actions of its kind, not a way to hate themselves, but in a way that is courageously honest and genuinely compassionate. Sincere the warrior recognizes the mistakes along the way and has the courage to correct them over time.

I apologize for my inability to develop a conscious relationship. You were there with your heart in my hand but I was very attached to my individualism and in fear of the unknown terrain. I know the forests, the market and the ways of the outside world very well, but my internal geography is unknown to us. Called me to a place that was not prepared to enter, but was under the surface my pride, you call me home.

I am grateful for your willingness to believe that who I was really in those moments of vulnerability. You were right, the true self lives within my heart, but only a few moments here and there was all that I could handle. I saw as dangerous, because your presence was starting to taste a way to live life with delivery. However, your faith in my goodness, gave me the strength to keep fighting and saved my faith in life when most needed. You were the light at the end of the tunnel barbaric and I feel blessed.

appreciate that you stayed with me through thick and thin, and I understand the times in which had to give up and let me go. Now I know that there is a difference between a conduit of love and a relationship. Love alone is not enough. Without a shared willingness to grow our consciousness, there can be frustration. I was so unyielding, holding on to my unconscious like a warrior clinging to their guns. I recognize the courage it took you to keep your heart open in the presence of my resistance. You had every reason to seek a genuine relationship, because your mind was illuminated in his presence. Your beautiful heart had every reason to be known in all its magnitude and goodwill. I am grateful for the time you gave me moments of respite from hiding who mistakenly called home.

I thank my grandmother, my affection was no more clearly than she. I thank my mother for choosing life and for me to nourish my body until I could find my feet. I thank Mother Earth, by connecting to your essence in my development and enliven my spirit. I thank the Divine Mother, our true mother. Now I feel a divine presence so close. Fiercely compassionate, she was always here, infusing life into me, keeping me safe. I sit in her lap while she bathes me with his breath.

I'm waiting for the day when the only thing you turn a relationship is two souls calling each other, two souls, hearts beating in the same direction, a whisper of nostalgia to create a bridge between our essences longing. I love you not because gratify my ego, not because you are beautiful, but because your very presence invites my divine being out of hiding. I want to touch my heart in my hand, knowing the chemistry between us and that is not identified with the genre, but that comes from our essence, loving this liquid lava flowing from the heart to the genitals to infinity. In this world touched by love, a relationship always live as a spiritual practice as an expression of devotion to our divine essence.

always believed that maintaining the sensitivity in a harsh world was impossible. However, at this point, I'm sensitive but not fragile. I still wear the shell but has been a change in the direction of my intensity. Now I can stay in the heart space a bit more than before, I'm softening in certain places. After so many lives with weapons in hand, a gentle warrior is born in the depths of me. He is confused, but know intuitively that this is the way home.

Please do not give up on me or my fellow warriors. Forgive us our faults or even be open to the possibility of change while the road is expanded to find our intention changing. The day will come when our warrior spirit loses its shell and into alignment with the action of goodwill. Some of us are already there, and many more will follow. The road to transformation is dependent on a bridge between the genders, a benevolent bridge to hold our differences with respect and kindness. This work must begin with the healing of rifts between our genders, working hard to heal the collective heart until one day we can cross this bridge forever, taking us by the hand, with open hearts and humble embracing the sacred masculine and feminine divine in the heart of every one of us. I'll meet you there.

I hope you feel the love of the Divine Mother coming to the shores of your heart, getting up above the madness of this world, placing you in the grateful arms of those who have fed. Those who have received your blessings we have not always been recognized, but your acts of love have landed within us, making us grow stronger and filled with love light.


Selene and Endymion
JF Watts





© Jeff Brown, 2010 ( www.soulshaping.com )


English translation by Marjory Mejia ( http://marjorymejia.com )

Monday, November 15, 2010

Why Wont Macbook Camera Work For Chat Roulette

suppression Protest A Ministry of Equal

Platform "STOP REMOVAL" in defense of equality bodies expresses its strong protest against the elimination of the Ministry of Gender conducted by the Zapatero government in what is still, as when the government announced Barreda abolished the Women's Institute of Castilla-La Mancha, a dismantling of the equality bodies, where women have once again been the subject of political barter and none.
From this platform we denounce the violation of the commitments made at the Fourth World Conference on Women in Beijing, about the creation and strengthening of the equality bodies as responsibility for their policies were borne in the highest echelons of government.
arguments deny the need for such cuts before the crisis because the cost of equality bodies is comparatively irrelevant.
maintain that the true cost is nominal and that affects the visibility and mainstreaming of gender equality policies and respond to a concession to sectors of the most reactionary right have not ceased in a tough offensive against what appeared to be a firm commitment of the government policies.
From this platform we regret once again that egalitarian policies are the last to be incorporated into the political agendas and the first to be shored up, demonstrating a lack of conviction of political power in the need to consider not an expense but as an investment in equality and social justice.
Mr Barreda said the Cadena Ser that events have given reason. This platform also announcing that this would have a domino effect. The abolition of the Institute of Women of Castilla-la Mancha that his government had the honor of opening, has followed the Galician Service Equality, the Women's Institute of Murcia and now the Ministry of Equality.
The God save us from the patriarchal reason!

Sunday, November 14, 2010

Where Is Your Cervix A Week Before Menstruation

Anatomy OnLine Kid's Dream ... Chapita

The truth must be chapita chapita to do this, and up to the face, poor kids, pretend .. better not tell them, just watch it.

Driving a Ford Falcon TC




Chapa, a CT Chevrolet

Friday, November 5, 2010

Etienne Aigner, Department Store

Prices PC Technical Service

Prices PC Technical Services were always discussed, and since I started as a technician, ten years ago and reached notices in the newspaper read like this:

"$ 15 Installation of Windows with all games and programs .."

Apparently in these new times that of people dedicated to something else, and now came the heirs for $ 50 you install everything.

Recently a customer "complained" input by the price, but I accept and I am grateful for the work you do in your newly purchased brand new HP Laptop. And there are other customers who shop with $ 50 and discuss. I really gives grace, why?, Saw the work done and it's called me to solve what the previous "technical" left half, call Installing Drivers, System Optimization, or just a system full of viruses and buxes.

Below is a list price of a company that does not send technical course at home, but the customer has to approach the computer and wait for $ 72 pm for a diagnosis, why the $ sign? because time is money, your time.


Tuesday, November 2, 2010

Blisters After Using Veet

twists and turns with Queer Theory


I always thought that queer is no revolution, just stay in provocative and sometimes a challenge in poor taste and disrespect manifest sexuality. They wanted to shock and make the clown / the clown ... and I feel myself so caustic and radical, but I'm a little tired of biting my tongue with the queer issue, because I know many people who sympathize or partakes queer ideas and people appreciate it or want much. But one thing is friends and other ideas ...
I am a woman, feminist and lesbian and proud of my cloud ... These cuire see them as the Dada movement, ephemeral ... important at the time, because they make you reflect on things that need a good washing, but did not propose anything practical or feasible ...
Anyway, in this article, written by an Indian woman, is reflected very well expressed the same ideas as I shuffle about what queer (but with far more diplomacy and courtesy than I'm capable ...)
Here I post some excerpts from the article Nxu Zana, reflected in Mary's blog Yan Yaoyólotl . can read the full article at: http://yanmaria.blogspot.com/2010/10/contra-la-teoria-queer.html
By the way, you can visit the blog Yan, a dense area of \u200b\u200bfeminism, lesbianism, ecology, indigenous y. .. Women's spirituality!


am an indigenous woman [...] has had the opportunity to study and read things that a large majority of my sisters and brothers have not been due to lack of opportunity, lack of economic resources, in a nutshell by the oppression of a system that discriminates against us, violent, kills because not agree with his way of conceiving the "development", "progress", "work", "success", "exploitation of resources," thus deprive us of our lands, our voice, our language, our customs , our cultures, our ecological environment, our knowledge to learn "their" way of life, a way of life they consider "better" than ours, which is ultimately imposed.
selfdenomination [...] the queer, we know that the word was used as a means of referring disparagingly to gays and lesbians, since some sectors decided to use it as a form of pride against the homophobic attitudes of society Anglo-Saxon, so we could say that this was the beginning of a movement under that name. As you try to make sense of rebellion to call themselves the way, as society faces under the same terms but with an air of pride and defense of their despised status in the eyes of "normal." Under this appropriation is generated queer discourse that begins to question the identities and categories that we use various movements for the defense of our rights, our way of life, our cultures such as gender, class and race, arguing that we should not use them because they finally are terms coined from the historical experience of such a system oppressive patriarchy, colonialism, capitalism and racism.

So we should dilute the manhood, womanhood, being indigenous, being white people, being Black people, being latin europe @ or @, the @ be workers, being political prisoners, being proletarians and bourgeois. In Instead it proposes a "hybrid" as a form of resistance against the homogenizing globalizing and individuality is enhanced with multiple variables and differences involving the common interests which replaces the identity.
regard the following questions arise if ell @ s marked the right to call themselves queer as a form of response to the homophobia of the system why me and indigenous peoples negársenos must call ourselves the possibility of Indians? If finally the term "indigenous" was coined in a system of oppression to differentiate the European white man civilized us and we (a situation similar to the appropriation of the term queer), so I have and assume the right to retake the class to call themselves against the system that tries to dominate and that is racist, finally, its action is equivalent to ours since the word queer also deserves a homophobic and inserts its action in this system.
identity as opposed to what they think queer means not only an area of \u200b\u200blife, for being indigenous is not only an aspect my life is my life, our life: the way of living and thinking about life, the history of my people, our culture, our relationship with the environment in which we live and develop, with Mother Earth, how we relate to each other and ourselves.
I think this confusion about the identity struggle arises because the focus on a single domain: sexuality in the individual, and because the struggle is directed against the feminist, gay and lesbian believing that they only focus on gender and sexuality; not see beyond that and understand that initially these movements had a political background, economic, social and not just as it is this: sex and sexuality, preferences, guidelines, right to pleasure, being that this only is a deformation of movements given by the system and medical discourses and marketers of the body, gender and sexuality.
Queer theory that the affinity is a way to struggle through the differences of each individual, so there may be as many queer queer tendencies exist (which is an entitlement), but this is a fallacy because more it eliminates the possibility of collective organization.
Another questionable situation is the fact seek to eliminate the male or female, I am and I identified as female, though I disagree with many things they taught me much about being a woman in my culture of origin in society West (like the fact that I had to be a mother because I do not performing as a woman, the imposition to be married, he could not dispose of my body, not having access to pleasure, or could not be independent but that would depend on my husband, that I should devote myself to home, allow me to work today but I must also comply with the housework as a woman, or even tell me that I feel attracted to men that if I feel emotional attraction or erotic by other women is not considered normal), ie I imposed a series of provisions to be met by being a woman and you should not be judged, punished, marginalized stigmatized and even violated, this does not agree but I would never deny the reality of my body and what it takes in my group, history, personal and collective life, they have refused to deny reality and my experience with trying to abandon a lie.
biological reality is undeniable: he who is born male and every animal has some type of corporeality and physiological attributes that are different from those born female, they have the force of muscle volume and external genitalia, internal genitalia and we have We put forth by the simplest example, although the biological differentiation generated a social and cultural construction particularly gender and sexual division of labor (which has been unfair background), on the other hand I can not deny that we biologies and different aspects that can not justify the injustice and violence that women are subject.
And I would ask queer theory and those that support does the fact of eliminating the categories of male and female eliminates the social injustice? I doubt that eliminating those categories change the system because they would rather change the whole system (thing you do not speak the queer and would imply a significant collective organization) to eliminate injustice and violence that is exercised towards sex women, eliminating the terms do not change the reality of the facts, do you stop feeling for woman will be raped, beaten, kidnapped, raped or sexually exploited? and I will say that it is only a beginning to reconceptualize, to begin to change but then how do we change if we do not recognize our differences start generating substantial injustice and violence?
How do I ask trying to change reality if they want to live apart from her even within her? Be said for not recognizing queer male or female, gay or lesbian, Indian or white, working or policy does not change the relationships so social groups in which they operate, only adjust its own subjectivity and the individual I think change begins, more is not change involves political action or social and / or effective for real change, only becomes the creation of a world apart settled, finally, within the same system that seeks to criticize.
[...] If queer theory and his followers claim that I get rid of my identity as an Indian and a woman I can rightly say, you are a weapon system, an ideological current that promotes globalization, homogenization tool because, as mentioned Susana López play the role of queer end to penetrate the bodies marginalized "and attaching them to legitimize the very institutions that form the pillars of the deployment of sexuality. For queer personal life is sexualized, and so is the politics and economics, and they do not desexualized, but sexualized proposed alternative to what already exists. Does not occur, therefore, a real break, but that option is incorporated into the scientia sexualis ... "
If you consider that" the personal is political "and therefore bring sexuality into the public space to claim the marginalized sexualities and achieve emancipation and subvert culture seems to me that this is wrong because background consider having sex (defined as sexual practices) is to practice politics and therefore increasingly engaged in non-normative practices are doing a subversion of the system as a form of resistance that lead to social change, the question is how to make a collective change their ideology and practices when only concern the strictly private sphere: to desire, individual pleasure?
If there is no identity and the movement is based on individual desire and pleasure is "the struggle with the affinity of differential private sexual practices only go against the regulatory system? How can this be real social change and background? How it is envisaged to "individuals" to generate real change strategies? [...]
generation of queer theory to the generation of knowledge that is part of the power plays in the breaking system of communities and identities . Against women, and indigenous peoples of the world, and the workers, the peasants and, lesbians, gays, feminists, trade unions, in order queer theory becomes the perfect neoliberal ideological weapon based individuality and pleasure as well as promoting a commercialized form of sexuality that is oppressive, again, for women, and children, and adolescents, paving the way for a new oppression and exploitation of sex and gender . And while serving as a way of dismantling, scorn and stigmatization of the movements of all kinds, especially against us, indigenous men and women.
So as I write against indigenous women and queer theory in the hope that anyone reading this to reflect and make a severe criticism of this theory and its postulates, hoping that whoever calls itself make a self queer regard.